不过我心里清楚……
再多次选择的机会，没有坚持，有什么意义呢！？
哎……
自己能有多少时间给‘选择’。
也许很多事儿，不喜欢仅仅是个借口，不坚持才是走不下去的原因。
不管怎样，请坚持完这个选择再选择其他的也不迟。
我这样对自己说。

所以呢，要是真有喜欢的人，一定要趁着还能见得着时表白……

生活就像发明家发明东西……对么？
失败很多
成品却很少

生活

38°。。。
热。。。

有时候，不清楚自己是闲还是忙，总之就是很累。

同学的同事，一男生，炒菜好好吃……
我也想几个人一起煮饭吃。

睡个觉，天亮后，几个人压到同学家窝起摆龙门阵。呀吼……

每次高中那群在群里讨论工作啊租房子啊什么的，我觉得特么失落。

吐这么长时间。。。

nelly - just a dream
i was thinkin about her, thinkin about me.
thinkin about us, what we gonna be?
open my e1, yeah; it was only just a dream.
so i travel back, down that road.
who she come back? no one knows.
i realize, yeah, it was only just a dream.
i was at the top and i was like i at the basement.
number one spot and now she found her a replacement.
i swear now i can't take it, knowing somebody's got my baby.
and now you ain't around, baby i can't think.
shoulda put it down. shoulda got that ring.
cuz i can still feel it in the air.
see her pretty face run my fingers through her hair.
my lover, my life. my shorty, my wife.
she left me, i'm tied.
cuz i knew that it just ain't right.
i was thinkin about her, thinkin about me.
thinkin about us, what we gonna be?
open my e1, yeah; it was only just a dream.
so i travel back, down that road.
who she come back? no one knows.
i realize, yeah, it was only just a dream.
when i be ridin man i swear i see her face at every turn.
tryin to get my usher over, i can let it burn.
and i just hope she notice she the only one i yearn for.
oh i miss her when will i learn?
didn't give her all my love, i guess now i got my payback.
now i'm in the club thinkin all about my baby.
hey, she was so easy to love. but wait, i guess that love wasn't enough.
i'm goin through it every time that i'm alone.
and now i'm missin, wishin she'd pick up the phone.
but she made a decision that she wanted to move one.
cuz i was wrong.
and i was thinkin about her, thinkin about me.
thinkin about us, what we gonna be?
open my e1, yeah; it was only just a dream.
so i travel back, down that road.
who she come back? no one knows.
i realize, yeah, it was only just a dream.
if you ever loved somebody put your hands up.
if you ever loved somebody put your hands up.
and now they're gone and you wish you could give them everything.
i said, if you ever loved somebody put your hands up.
if you ever loved somebody put your hands up.
and now they're gone and you wish you could give them everything.
i was thinkin about her, thinkin about me.
thinkin about us, what we gonna be?
open my e1, yeah; it was only just a dream.
so i travel back, down that road.
who she come back? no one knows.
i realize, yeah, it was only just a dream.
and i was thinkin about her, thinkin about me.
thinkin about us, what we gonna be?
open my e1, yeah; it was only just a dream.
so i travel back, down that road.
who she come back? no one knows.
i realize, yeah, it was only just a dream

实习实习实习……
加油啊

不知不觉就到了冬季。
你回来了。
突然决定不考研，停下来就再也不想忙起来。
有时候觉得委屈，而有时候觉得幸运。
不论怎样，此时此刻心境只有一个——迷茫。
没有梦想，怎会有未来。
是只有我，还是会有很多人也一样。
一步一步迈得越发艰辛。

突然很怀恋很久以前睡觉充满梦的夜晚，或哭…或笑…
现在，睡觉再也不做梦了，或是再也没有一次能让我第二天醒来还记得清清楚楚的梦…

依稀记得，有那么一个人
会逗我笑
会听我叨
会陪我狂
……
仿佛他属于自己一样
……
是那样吗
不是