something that my roommate doesn't want to make known to public..i just write here to release myself..
no big deal,one of my roommates is pregnant without wedding.she'll be soon in marriage for her baby.may be,it's no big deal of the temporary,but the whole thing shocked me a lot--not for her baby but for her and my life.
1.she will go hometown..at least one year..for the birth of the baby,which means i cannot see her more than 1 year.
2.if she comes back,she would never be the girl she had been before..cause she will pay most attention to her own family and baby..as a result,we'll never do what we like together like past.The truth is that she belongs to her husband,her baby and her family,but not us.the past is leaving us,for ever...what we have now is just memory...
3.i even thought that if it wasn't her boyfriend ,she would't have been pregant so early!it's totally because of her boyfriend! it's he that took my roommate away! it's he that ruined our life style! it's he that made so much trouble!
4.when calm down,i also know that my friends will change their life style sooner or later whether they have bf now...i begin to realize that girls will find theirprince charming in the end,and never go back to the life before..
that's why i feel so upset...may be i'm refusing the reality,may be i'm running away from getting up..but i just don't want that the day when my friends leave me so quickly and so unexpectively...finally,i want to say,durex is very important except you sincerely want a baby...