'' I suddenly feel myself like a puppet . acting all kinds of joys and sorrows . There are lots of shing silvery thread on my back controlling all my actions . ''
__ ' I`m not even upcet . hurt . or angry anymore . I`m just tird of putting in more effort than i receive . ' / ' 我并不失落 , 也没有受伤 , 没有生气 , 我只是有点累了 , 我厌倦了付出太多 , 回报太少 … '