作者（author）：Kawaii Selene (Japanese version: 可爱いセレネ)
授权书（Power of attorney）：
I'd like to thank you for your support of the story Void. It is special to me because it was the first fanfiction that I ever
finished and I'm glad that you enjoyed reading it even though it took years for me to finish it.
So I think it's great that you want to translate my story and submit it to Chinese Sakura fan websites but I do have some
requests. Although this is already a given I just have to reiterate please don't forget to credit the story under me. I would
also appreciate it if you were to put the link of the story in the first chapter so that the readers would be able to read
the original version if they choose to.
I'd really like to have a link of the chinese version of the story just so I can see how it is being received. You can just
PM the link the to me.
I know you'll do well with the translation so I hope you have a great time with it.
P.S.
It is your choice if you want to maintain some of the Japanese phrases that I used in the story.
Kawaii Selene
8.28 2011, 8:44pm

Chapter 1: Void
第一章 夺魂
"No!" Sakura cried when she saw Tomoyo and Meiling vanish like the other people in the park as more Sakura's card flying in the direction of the amusement park were taken away by Void. Yue, Cerberus, Syaoran and Sakura hurried to track Void. As of the moment Sakura wanted to cry for not being able to protect her friends but she knew she needed to focus in beating Void first, and once she has defeated Void she knew her friends will be returned. So she did all she could to remained focus, 'Tomoyo-chan, Meiling-chan I'll save you I promise.'
“不！”小樱大喊着，她眼睁睁地看着知世和莓铃就像公园里其他人那样消失了。随着她们，被无牌夺走的还有小樱的牌，小樱牌是直接向着游乐园方向去的。月、可鲁、小狼和小樱急忙跟着无牌追过去。到了这个时候，小樱真的想大哭一场，因为她没法保护自己的朋友们，但是她知道现在她要集中精力来对付无牌，一旦她打败了无牌，大伙就都会回来了。所以小樱就集中最后的一切来集中精力。她心里说：知世，莓铃，我会救你们回来的，我发誓，一定会没问题的！
When they got there the park was barren, Sakura turned to look for Void but she was nowhere to be seen along with her cards. Just then lights and music filled the place as all the rides were turned on, coming to life the horses from the carousel attacked the group.
当他们到达那里，发现游乐园是空的，小樱看着四周找无牌但是哪里都没有。突然，游乐园的灯光音乐设施就都启动了，那些旋卝转木马都从机器上飞出来袭爨击小樱他们。
"Sakura! Go look for Void we'll handle this!" Cerberus cried as he and Yue tried to fight the magical horses with their power.
“小樱，你去找无牌，我们来处理这些。”可鲁说到，他和月试图用自己的魔力打卝倒这些有魔力的旋卝转木马。
"Jump Card!" Sakura leapt on top of the roller coaster in hopes of finding Void from a bird's eye view, just then a bright light caught her eyes as the roller coaster moved toward her! "Time Card!"
“跳牌！”小樱借跳牌跳到了云霄飞车轨道上居高临下来找无牌，然后，小樱发现一道亮光，而云霄飞车正冲向她。“时间！”
The coaster stopped and Void appeared before her. "Give me my friends back!"
云霄飞车停止了，无牌出现在小樱面前。牌冷冷地说：“把我的朋友还给我！”
"Void please listen to me-" she was cut off when the Time Card was taken away from her as well, activating the time and the coaster to hit Sakura. Sakura's heart stopped in fear of getting ran over, but instead toppled off the track and onto her lion guardian's back.
“‘无’听我说……”无牌夺走了时间牌，小樱的话被打断了，这激活了时间，云霄飞车呼啸而来。小樱怕被车压扁了，但是她被撞开了轨道，掉在了可鲁身上。
"You just stay here Sakura, we'll handle her!" and with Cerberus launched an attack at Void followed by Yue, but she only blocked it off before erasing them as well! Emerald eyes widened in shock at the space that was once occupied by her guardians!
“小樱，你呆在这，我们解决掉她！”可鲁和月冲向无攻卝击，但是无牌挡住了他们的进攻，把他们也抹去了。
"Masaka!"
“怎么可能？真坂？”小樱惊叫。

The black magic slowly faded bringing Syaoran back down on the ground, Sakura only looked pitifully at Syaoran as he looked around obviously wondering where he is now and what he was doing there. Everything was slowly turning back to normal and soon the whole town was back in its normal state and the people were slowly waking into consciousness.
魔法慢慢退去，把小狼带回地面，小樱只是一脸痛苦地看着小狼。小狼四下看着，他已经对一切都一无所知。一切都在恢复正常，很快全城都恢复到了原样，人们都慢慢醒过来了。
Sakura looks at Syaoran standing across from her. She knows that it's too late, but has decided to make her love confession. "I know you don't have feelings for me anymore, but I don't care. I love you, and you'll always be the one I care for the most!"
小樱看着对面的小狼。她知道现在太晚了，但是她还决定要表白对小狼的爱。“我知道你不再有对我的感情了，但是我不在乎。我爱你，而且你会是我最关心的人！”
Sakura continued to cry and very slowly Syaoran turned towards the sobbing young auburn-haired girl, "Dare da omae wa 1?" Sakura gasped he didn't know her anymore!
小樱接着哭。慢慢地，小狼转向了这个哭泣的褐色头发的女孩，问：“谁だお前は／前面是谁？”小樱不能接受小狼再也不认识自己了，哭的更厉害了。
The thought tore Sakura's heart more than it all ready was! He was never going to be able to love her ever again! Syaoran looked at her curiously not knowing why the girl was crying in the first place and he didn't know how to help her!
这个现实刺痛着小樱心无法复原了。小狼再不能爱她了。小狼好奇地看着小樱，不知道为什么这个女孩在哭并且他不知道怎么帮助她。
Etiquette getting the better of him, Syaoran reluctantly enveloped the hysterical girl in his arms and lightly patted her shoulder in a gesture to comfort her. The moment Sakura felt the embrace she cried harder and tightened her grip onto Syaoran's shirt.
礼节性地，小狼不情愿地把这个哭得昏天黑地的女孩搂在怀中，用安慰的姿卝势来轻轻拍着她的肩膀。此刻小樱感到了这个拥卝抱，她哭得更凄惨了，紧紧卝抓着小狼的衣衫。
He felt so cold...his embrace felt so empty...as if he wasn’t really there! But he really wasn't, from that very moment on Syaoran will never be the same. Ever again...
小狼是那么冰冷，他的拥卝抱是那么无情无义，好像是他不在这里。但是实际小狼心已死了，从那一刻起小狼就不是以前的小狼了，再也不是了。
In fact she was too hurt to notice that the Void card in her hand was still a Clow card...
实际上，小樱太过于悲伤了，她还没有注意到她手上的无牌还是一张库洛牌……

第一章完
注：这部同人把剧场版二结尾改编了一下，从而引出了一段新的故事。如果在剧场版二中无牌在最后真把小狼的感情和记忆抹去了，小樱该怎么办？她还能找回小狼的记忆并创造希望牌吗？

And to answer her question, from the horizon they saw a figure of two people accompanied by two winged creatures. "Sakura!" Touya shouted as he ran towards Sakura and wrapped her in his strong embrace.
话音刚落，地平线上出现了两个人影，还伴随着两个带翅膀的东西。“是小樱！”桃矢激动地说，他跑向小樱，紧紧抱住她。
Tomoyo together with Mei Ling caught up with Touya; it was then that she noticed that they all seemed tired and grim. "You all look so sad, did something happen?" she asked, her eyes reflecting her worry.
知世和莓铃紧随其后。然后，知世发现所有人都很疲惫，还没有一丝笑意。“你们怎么都这么忧愁，发生什么了？”知世问，她眼中流露卝出担心。
Sakura could hold it no longer, she felt as if the jaws of cruel fate were gnawing at her heart, hot tears forced themselves out of her eyes running freely on her face.
小樱在也忍不住了，她觉得好像是惨痛的命运在嗜咬她的心，泪水夺眶而出。
"Sakura, what happened to you?" Touya asked, when he got no answer he turn to look at Yue and Cerberus who did nothing but to turn their heads.
“小樱，你怎么了？”桃矢问，小樱没有回答他。他转头看看月和可鲁，他们什么都没做，扭过头去。
Mei ling looked at one another, she didn't understand why the two guardians were so grim and what could've made Sakura so sad when the whole world was saved?
莓铃看着另一方，她不明白为什么两个封印兽那么的严肃，世界都被拯卝救了小樱怎么还这么悲伤。
Mei Ling then looked at Syaoran who had a distant look on his face, "Syaoran, what happened to Sakura?" In turn Syaoran only gave the raven-haired girl a weird look. "Do I know you?"…
然后，莓铃看着在一边的小狼，他脸上似乎漠不关心一切，“小狼，小樱怎么了？”作为回答，小狼只是对着这个头发乌黑的女孩怪异地一笑，“小卝姐，我们认识吗？”……

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The ride back to the mansion was a painfully quiet one. Sakura kept her gaze firmly on her lap and did her best to keep herself from crying, although one or two tears crept down her cheeks. Tomoyo and Mei Ling directed sympathetic glances at their friend while exchanging looks.
回到小狼家的旅途伴随着痛苦。小樱紧盯着自己的膝盖，尽力不让自己哭起来，虽然已经有一两滴泪水悄然滴下。知世和莓铃怀着同情的眼光来看着小樱，并不时交换眼神。
Touya and Yukito kept staring out the window. Neither wanting an extreme part in what was happening. Syaoran's sisters had their heads bowed and their eyes closed, with their hands folded in their laps. Yelan looked upon her only male child the entire way, while Syaoran's eyes roamed around the car at random.
桃矢和雪兔一直盯着窗外，谁都不想表现得太极端。小狼的姐姐们都低着头，紧闭双眼，手卝交叠在腿上。李夜阑一路上看着她唯一的儿子，但是小狼的眼睛却在车里漫无目的地游卝移。
The tension in the car was overwhelming, and he was deeply confused. He didn't understand what was happening. Everyone seems to know something that he didn't. The day before, Wei had explained that he had lost his memory, and that today his mother was coming. But aside from that, he didn't understand why everyone seemed to be so unhappy.
车子里的紧张气氛压的人喘不上气，小狼很是不解。他不懂发生了什么。每个人看起来都知道些自己不了解的。这天的早些时候，魏伯伯告诉他他丢失了记忆，并且他卝妈妈要来。但是除了那些，他不明白为什么每个人看起来都不高兴。

"You shouldn't even be thinking of asking Mei Ling to do something like that when she no longer loves Syaoran in that way! Besides, I am the one who loves him, and I am not wasting my life by doing so! Asking me to stop loving him…If you ask me to…" Sakura could feel tears welling up in her eyes, and she continued in a choked tone. "To stop loving him is like you just asked me to stop living, or breathing. I can't! It's just not possible. I promised him that I would still love him, with or without emotions and I stand by that! I need to stay by his side, and somewhere deep down inside I know he needs me. And I love him so much, more than anything…"
“你不该考虑让莓铃不再爱小狼的时候这么做。而且，我是爱小狼的，我不是在浪费生命来做傻事！你竟然要求我放弃他！你要是再这样我就……”小樱能感到眼泪像井喷一般涌卝出，她一直哽咽地说着，“让我停止爱他就像是不让我活了，或者喘气了！绝不！不可能。我答应过他我还会爱他的，不管他有没有感情我都站在他一边。我需要站在他着一边，我知道他内心深处还是有一个潜意识需要我。我十分爱他，超过一切。”
"Even if you love him, he can not love you back. The Void Card is far too powerful. For how long can that love of yours last? Can you honestly say that you will never lose that love for him?" Yelan questioned, her facade still calm.
“就算是你爱他，他也不再爱你了。无牌法卝力超群。你那种山盟海誓还能持续多久呢？你能从内心里说你永远不变心吗？”李夜阑质疑小樱，但是表现得心如止水。
"Yes!" Sakura exclaimed, stamping her foot in fury. "I'll always love him! I don't care if he gives it back or not! I don't care how much it will hurt! I'll love him as long as there is still breath in my body!"
“是！”小樱气的一跺脚大生回答，“我会一直爱他的！我不管是不是他会回报我！我不管这会对我有多大伤卝害！我会爱他到死的！”

At this statement, a smile broke out across Yelan's face. She was immensely pleased with what she had heard from the girl. Rising, she wrapped her arms around the shuddering teenager.
听到小樱的决卝心卝书，一丝微笑闪过李夜阑的脸上。她相当的高兴听到这个女孩的表白。她站起来，搂住这个颤栗的孩子。
"That was exactly what I wanted to hear from you. But Sakura, you must know that this will only continue to hurt you more as time goes on than it already has. Syaoran will never be able to love, or even care for you. He can not even call you by your first name."
“这才是我想听到的话。但是小樱，你一定要知道你的选择会一直伤卝害你。他也不再爱和关心你了。他都不会称呼你小樱了。”
Sakura bit down firmly on her lip, trying to control her tears. She clung to Yelan, holding on as if letting go would mean loosing everything. Yelan tightened her embrace as she spoke.
小樱紧卝咬着嘴唇，试图忍住眼泪。她紧卝抓卝住李夜阑，好像撒了手就会失去一切。同时，李夜阑也搂紧卝小樱。
"I am not positive as to what it was my son did to deserve someone like you in his life, but it must have been something great indeed. You are very strong, my child, and somehow I feel that the two of you will be able to get through this."
“我并不太确定我儿子为什么能在他一生中能赢得像你一样的好卝人，但是一定是你有超凡脱俗的地方。我的孩子，你很坚强，不管怎样我感到你们两个能挺过这个难卝关的。”

"Syaoran will come back someday. If he was able to prove Clow's predictions to be wrong, then he will be able to defeat Clow's magic once again. He did it for you once, and he'll do it for you again. You just have to remain strong, child."
李夜阑接着说：“小狼有一天会回来的。如果他能证明库洛的预卝言的错误，那他会再次打败库洛的魔法。他为你成功了一次，那就会再为你做一次。你只要保持坚强，孩子。”
"But... but..." Sakura stammered.
“但是……”小樱结巴地说。
"No 'buts', Sakura," Touya spoke up, crossing his arms. "As much as I hate that little twerp, I know that he loves you too much to just let you go!"
“没什么可是的，小樱。”桃矢双臂在胸前交叉着答话，“据我所知的那个可恨的小子，他爱你如此之深，是不会放你走掉的。”
"Your brother is right Sakura-chan," said Yukito softly. "Because of his undying love for you, Syaoran has been able to do many impossible things. Yue had seen him fight the magic of the cards, just for you!"
“你的哥卝哥是对的，小樱。”雪兔温柔地说，“因为他的不抛弃不放弃地爱你，小狼已经能做很多不可能的事情了。月看到他打击了那张卡的魔力，那就是为了你啊！”
"Touya... Yukito..." Sakura murmured softly, smiling at them with shimmering eyes.
“哥卝哥……雪兔哥……”小樱低低地自言自语着，对他们露卝出了带泪光的笑眼。
"And even though you were far apart from each other for a long while, Syaoran didn't stop loving you. Even if he didn't know your answer, he waited for you!" Mei Ling said.
“并且即使你们分别了好长时间，小狼都没抛弃你。即使他不知道你的最后表白，他也会等你的。”莓铃说。

"And do you remember how he kept on loving you, no matter how impossible it seemed? He loves you so much, and I'm sure that he will come back. But you need to be strong, too. You should keep on loving Syaoran, no matter how impossible it seems. Maybe, just maybe, he might find it in him to love you once again!" Tomoyo stated.
“你还记得他如何忠卝贞不渝地爱你吗，不论看起来多么不可能？他深爱着你，我确信他会回来的。但是你也要坚强。你应该坚卝持爱他，不管看来多么不可能。可能，就是可能，他会发现心中对你的爱，并再次爱你的。”知世说。
"Mei Ling, Tomoyo..." Turning her head, Sakura looked at the two girls who were both now standing.
“莓铃、知世……”小樱转过头，看着两者站起身的女孩。
She was touched by the support everyone had given her. Each time one of them spoke up and reminded her of how much Syaoran had loved her. She felt the embers of hope being stirred into a fire. It was true that Syaoran had loved her and endured so much! Now, it was her turn to show everyone just how much she loved Syaoran!
小樱被每一个人对她的支持而感动。每次当有一个人开口时都会提醒她小狼对她的爱牢不可破。她感到希望的余烬在火苗中跳动。小狼曾爱她很久是事实！现在是小樱来向所有人表白她爱小狼的时候了。
"Even after my feelings are taken, I will still love you."
“即使我的感情被夺走后，我也还爱着你。”
Yes, Syaoran had once promised, and Syaoran never broke his word. And she was determined not to go back on hers, either.
是的，小狼曾答应过，而且小狼从不食言。所以小樱也决定不会收回自己的承诺。

New tears streamed down Sakura's face at the found hope she felt. The love and care everyone shared for her made her feel as if they were keeping her from drowning. She no longer needed to keep her head above the waters by herself. No, she was lucky enough to have people who she loved and that loved her in return, and who were willing to help in any way possible.
新的泪水流下小樱的连当她感到了希望。分享着别人的爱与关心让她感到好像大家都在帮她摆脱低谷。所以小樱不需要再把心沉在谷底了。再不需要了！因为她很幸运，有很多爱她与被她爱的人希望提供援手。
Tomoyo moved towards Sakura and Yelan first, slipping her arms around Sakura's waist and hugging her from behind. Mei Ling joined in from the side, then Touya and Yukito and Syaoran's sisters came. Sakura laid her head on Yelan's chest and closed her eyes, her fears laid temporarily to rest.
知世最先走向李夜阑和小樱，抬起胳膊从小樱后面抱住她的纤腰。莓铃来到小樱旁边，然后是桃矢、雪兔和小狼的姐姐来了。小樱把头靠在李夜阑的胸前闭上眼，她的恐惧暂时退却了。

Syaoran remained in the dark, where he watched his family and their guests embrace each other with Sakura in the middle. Something in the pit of his stomach twisted, but he wasn't sure what it was.
小狼还呆在黑暗的角落里，看着他的家人和客人拥抱在一起把小樱环绕在中间。这引起他心中有什么东西共鸣，但是他不知道是什么。
The minute he had seen Sakura begin to cry, he had felt his mouth go dry and his whole body had stiffened. It was as if his body was telling him to do something important, but he didn't know what or why. He was so lost, everything that was happening was confusing. It didn't trouble him; it just made him curious.
在他看到小樱开始哭的时候，他觉得口干舌燥，身体有些不自然。好像是他们身体告诉他要做什么 很重要的事。但是他不知道为什么和干什么。小狼很失落，发生的一切都让人糊涂。这些没有让他不快，只是让他好奇。
"Wei-san, what's love? And why was everybody crying?" Syaoran asked. He stood by the entrance of the living room. He had wanted to show his mother how the clothes fit, but when he reached the entrance he saw the rest of them all in tears.
“魏伯伯，爱是什么？为什么他们都哭了？”小狼问到。他站在起居室的门旁边。他想告诉妈妈衣服很合适，但是当他来到门口看到别人都在哭。
"Syaoran-sama, you would not understand. I suggest we leave them alone." Wei led Syaoran back to his room, leaving the group of people alone.
“小狼さま，您不懂的。我建议我们让他们呆一会儿。”魏伯伯让小狼回房间，离开了这群人。
Syaoran was left in his room, as Wei told him to wait until he had returned with more new clothes. Syaoran moved over to his window, glancing out and up, and spotted a shooting star. Somehow, a small part of him made a wish upon that star. "I wish I could understand... I want to know..."
小狼自己在房里，魏伯伯告诉他等他回来拿些新衣服。小狼来到窗户边，望向窗外，看到天上的星星在眨眼。不知怎的，他的潜意识对星星许了个愿。“我希望我能知道，我想知道……”

"I hope you won't find me rude," he began, "But could you please tell me what's going on? What happened? Why do I have no memories of anything? And... Who you are to me?" Syaoran rattled the questions off rapidly.
“我希望你不会觉得我太无礼。”小狼说，“但是，请你告诉我要发生什么？发生了什么？为什么我没有任何记忆了？还有……你是我的什么人。”小狼一口气甩出这么多问题。
Sakura looked as if someone had physically struck her. She knew Syaoran did not remember her, but actually hearing him ask that made her want to sit down and cry forever.
小樱看起来像是被人打蒙了。她知道小狼不记得她了，但是事实上，听到小狼问这些让小樱想坐下来一直哭下去。
Tears brimmed in her eyes as she looked away, wondering. 'Who was I to him? I don't even know anymore. I know he said that he loved me, but where does that put us? Are we friends? Lovers?'
当她把眼睛转到一边，若有所思，眼泪注满她的眼眶。我是他的什么人？我也不知道了。我知道他说过爱我，但是那句话能对我们有什么影响呢？我们是朋友还是……爱人？

"I... I don't know who I am to you now. But, I do know who you are to me. You... You're the man that I love," she choked out as she cupped Syaoran's cheek in her own.
“我不知道我现在是你什么人。但是我知道你是我的什么人。你……你是我爱的人！“小樱哽咽着捧起小狼的脸颊凑近过来。
Pain filled emerald eyes met with empty amber ones, and the tears that had been threatening to fall finally did in a waterfall. She could not help it. Even though she had cried many times over the last few days, the tears seemed to come naturally whenever she thought of the dismal future.
饱含痛苦的一对绿宝石般的眼睛看着空虚的琥珀色的眼睛，悬在眼眶上的泪水终于像瀑布般流下了。小樱止不住。虽然她这几天已经哭了很多次了，但是一想到无望的未来，她的眼泪还是不住地流出来。
"But... Who are you to me?"
“但是，你是我的什么人？”小狼问。
"You once said that you loved me. But now, you can't remember... And you can never feel that way for me again."
“你以前说你爱我。但是，现在你不记得了。而且你再也不能有那种感觉了。”小樱答。