dunno whether it would be alien to u if this is all about English stuff esp. when they are not formal one
okay i dunno why im here frankly speaking, probably i feel secure to be here, and it became a usual practice for me to stay here when im... kinda bored or feeling lonely, dunno.
i had been always living so happily and thought tht the world might not change, and ppl left me behind would be back soon to my life. But i realised it wasnt the case when i promoted to F.1 and thts a long story i guess. And i DID cried every midnight tht time, maybe its y i seem like always, more mature than others.
back to the topic, it was obvious to me tht the planet keeps on rotating and world keeps on changing in all sense. but sometimes it seems to me tht it happens so fast which i cannot adapt to it. i USED TO talk to u guys, spending the whole night doing nth but just talks and talks with no nutrients , yes, it was like ''what the heck i was doing' but i shouldnt doubt tht THEY WERE FUN, in the sense thti found it interesting to talk with u guys, dunno y but it just happened in tht way.
watsmore, i found it difficult to like,,, retain the relationship with sb specifically.I know and its always true tht relationship should goes on with time, but it seems so ridiculous to me tht it happens after like few months. ofcourse as a frd, i shouldnt hv had said any bad words to worsen the relationship, not aiming at that though. but i thought the mutual trust should be much stronger than tht. maybe im putting myself too high tht it maybe be the same case in others' pt of view, i just feel kinda disappointed in a way, not reli hurts not um... but it likes we had NEVER met each other, no response, or sth and tht makes me think of ''y im spending time for 2 yrs with a person and now its juz like im like pedestrian or even stranger to her, i just dunno y. i thought problems or conflicts can be solved by talks. but i dun think we ve even got the chance...
wtever, ok i dun think anyone would be reading this long-winded and ''puffing'' wordsssss just ignore it. ok done. gonna sleep now gdnite everybody :D
okay i dunno why im here frankly speaking, probably i feel secure to be here, and it became a usual practice for me to stay here when im... kinda bored or feeling lonely, dunno.
i had been always living so happily and thought tht the world might not change, and ppl left me behind would be back soon to my life. But i realised it wasnt the case when i promoted to F.1 and thts a long story i guess. And i DID cried every midnight tht time, maybe its y i seem like always, more mature than others.
back to the topic, it was obvious to me tht the planet keeps on rotating and world keeps on changing in all sense. but sometimes it seems to me tht it happens so fast which i cannot adapt to it. i USED TO talk to u guys, spending the whole night doing nth but just talks and talks with no nutrients , yes, it was like ''what the heck i was doing' but i shouldnt doubt tht THEY WERE FUN, in the sense thti found it interesting to talk with u guys, dunno y but it just happened in tht way.
watsmore, i found it difficult to like,,, retain the relationship with sb specifically.I know and its always true tht relationship should goes on with time, but it seems so ridiculous to me tht it happens after like few months. ofcourse as a frd, i shouldnt hv had said any bad words to worsen the relationship, not aiming at that though. but i thought the mutual trust should be much stronger than tht. maybe im putting myself too high tht it maybe be the same case in others' pt of view, i just feel kinda disappointed in a way, not reli hurts not um... but it likes we had NEVER met each other, no response, or sth and tht makes me think of ''y im spending time for 2 yrs with a person and now its juz like im like pedestrian or even stranger to her, i just dunno y. i thought problems or conflicts can be solved by talks. but i dun think we ve even got the chance...
wtever, ok i dun think anyone would be reading this long-winded and ''puffing'' wordsssss just ignore it. ok done. gonna sleep now gdnite everybody :D
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