应该不是什么复杂的事,就是心爱的女人不把他当做first priority
前言这一段
At 22, she pictured book tours and seeing her name on the New York Times Bestsellers list. At 23, she pictured him and babies. At 24, she pictured a day where she wouldn't be consumed with so much pain that she wanted to end it all. At 25, she pictured getting her life back together, and the dreams of being an author floated back into her mind. Now, at 26, she pictured it all. She pictured a life that meant something, novels, and him.
At the end of it all, she pictured him.
有了爱情又想要理想,实现了理想又想起来爱人,所以这个E很贪心,不过还是可以理解的,FANFIC是女人写的,所以女人在感情方面一般都要强势一点